i am so pucking stressed! my laptop can't download things for nuts and so i can't read any pucking pdf files! what the hell!!! all project files and lecture notes are in PDF lor! this pdf. shit. that pdf. shit! and what in the pucking world is the 1935 error?!

i am feeling damn helpless about the funeral. i mean: it's a funeral. i can't agree/disagree with things. i know saturday morning is the funeral. everyone is going but i got class and i can't babysit so one of you have to babysit! and shit la.. i arrange for the delivery of the new modem on saturday morning. how smart.

i can't rant certain things as this is "public". seriously! AHHHHH! puck off puck off puck off la!

HELPLESS is my new favourite word. oh i feel so helpless! gosh! why why why?

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xuan's going to perth.. i will miss her so darn much. i saw her for a little while today cos she visited. i don't know what to say. i was like dumb. i don't wanna cry. i just hugged her tight. and we very qiao-ly got the same phone on the same day. awws. sweet!
i love you dear sister! please take care!