goddamnit. bdd is sick again. down with flu for the 3rd time. i am super angry. cos it always happen. he's just a lil baby. why the fuck you wanna on the fan to the strongest and on aircon at 22 degrees? i understand that bdd sweats and get frustrated(like i do). but which active kids doesnt? there is no fucking need to turn on both fan and aircon at the same time and blow at him straight! fucking no sense and no bloody brain functioning right. i am damn pissed. (for the umpteen times!)

you are a parent but you are insane. seriously.

oh my buddha. did i tell anyone or everyone? bdd can like walk walk!!!! with no support! he's the sweetest thing next to my lovely mummy.! photos time!

we went Sentosa Flowers during cny. bdd still needs support to walk his baby steps..





teeth/tooth/teeth/tooth

bdd's serious case of eyebags!!!


bdd cny attire/uniform.

i guess i am too naive at times. naive. naive. naive. you dont have to know what i am talking about.

ah!!!

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i miss yu xuan la! i really do. i bought her a v.day gift! i hope when the weather turns cold, she will wear the scarf i knit for her. sister, i love you. please do take goody care of yourself. stay strong and positive. work hard and play hard. i heart you lots!

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done done with -AMCA CA1-4
-SQ Case Study

bring on the rest! i am so ready.

jia you! =)

i am so pucking stressed! my laptop can't download things for nuts and so i can't read any pucking pdf files! what the hell!!! all project files and lecture notes are in PDF lor! this pdf. shit. that pdf. shit! and what in the pucking world is the 1935 error?!

i am feeling damn helpless about the funeral. i mean: it's a funeral. i can't agree/disagree with things. i know saturday morning is the funeral. everyone is going but i got class and i can't babysit so one of you have to babysit! and shit la.. i arrange for the delivery of the new modem on saturday morning. how smart.

i can't rant certain things as this is "public". seriously! AHHHHH! puck off puck off puck off la!

HELPLESS is my new favourite word. oh i feel so helpless! gosh! why why why?

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xuan's going to perth.. i will miss her so darn much. i saw her for a little while today cos she visited. i don't know what to say. i was like dumb. i don't wanna cry. i just hugged her tight. and we very qiao-ly got the same phone on the same day. awws. sweet!
i love you dear sister! please take care!