live your life to the fullest dear girl.@ 4:49 PM
Wednesday, August 27, 2008
i tear for an old ah ma selling tissue paper by the road side or on bridges. and i tear when i see this video of young Ye Eun. not because she's pitiful, but because she could touch my heart. she made me think why some people are behaving so inhumanly while little angels like her, despite the disablilties, could still find hope in this cruel and unfair world. she is brave. i pray for her from the bottom of my heart and may she live each day, happily. i guess i yearn to think and feel like her because she is so pure and innocent..
august rain *updated@ 2:49 PM
26/08/08
dear bdd,
Happy 9 months!
bdd, i love you,,,
*
people, why don't we just join the ten dollar club(before jin ho makes me cry again)?
happy members of the club.
er.. boss! what you doing? see how much yan likes jinho..
look at jin ho...
aiya. lousy camera i used to take the photos. arghs.
jin ho! send me the ones i took on your phone!!!
*updated: and he did send the photos!
so damn much clearer photo of us 5 =)
jia you jia you jia jia you ok? *hugs us
*
24/08/08
sweeeeet surprise from yan!
lovely box.
and when i opened it up...
it's a "SLR" necklace! i love it!!! x1000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000
yan is really super sweet and she touches my heart. she knew that i would love to have the necklace and she got it for me!!!
thank you so very muchy yan!!! *hugs!!! *muacks! =)
*
21/08/08.
bdd cried and wants to follow me when i went out of the house! orhhh..
*
of yan and i. Lunching.
19/08/08
The Atrium @ Orchard
what she had:
Beef Mozza-Tofu & Tiramisu.
what i had:
Seafood Aglio Olio & Cocoa Mosaic
what we shared:
Potato Wedges with Melted Cheese Dip.
and then.. we were off to some hair business at lush hair creations! hees.
hugs yan! we shall eat more and more and more!!!
AHHH!!! the sky is fallin' !!! somebody save us!
*
P-R-O-J-E-C-T-S maaadnesss!
give me more projects, NOT!
18/08/08
my mysterious-burgerly boss, zcm.
project mates... and er. where's jin ho?
let's jia you jia you jia you! =)
*
thankies to all who have helped me with the survey =)
*
16/08/08
i was at kumon. i was at great world city. i was a magician's assistant for a while. i was at T3. oh boy, i could be busier than i thought..
bd, it's really good to have you back =)
*
14/08/08
poor bdd. had to see a doctor. he's down with flu.. poor thing. my heart aches..
be strong bdd! *muacks
*
that fateful night - 22/08/08
i have to separate this from the rest above because it will totally kill the mood which the above is trying to convey. . .
this is for you. (maybe for your gf as well)
die.rot.hell.and.in.
you.fu*ker.bitch.of.son.a.mother.ass.jack.whore.pathetic.
k.n.n.b.c.c.b.
and i think your brains are stuck in your gf's pu**y. since you like that word so much. that's dedicated just for you. and i think you really have perfecto eye sight. trust you to see so damn fu*king well in the dark.
for you, i want to learn Muay-thai even more. for you, i want to learn kick boxing. for you, i want to be ms. hilter. for you, i want to learn how to torture someone slowly and gently. for you, i want to take away your breath, literally. for you, i want to see you close your eyes slowly and never to open them again. for you, i will shed some crocodile tears. for you, i will smile after you are gone, forever.
EX 83**
what a lovely 4 digit number.
i think i need to offer some fruits and joss sticks to you..
oh. you want some red candles? how about some white ones?
you need a new car? i could burn it for you. what is your favourite color?
you are so welcome.
knnbccb.
argh. i wasted so much brain cells thinking how to let you die slowly.
i wasted much breathe cursing and swearing at you that i think i am going to have a bloody sorethroat.
and...
i think i have let your mother down. ohh,
i am going to get over the incident now. i will try as hard as i can.
i don't wish to see you on the road anytime soon.
maybe i will see you in July next year. till then. say goodbye!.
to hell with road bullies.
dear bdd,
Happy 9 months!
bdd, i love you,,,
*
people, why don't we just join the ten dollar club(before jin ho makes me cry again)?
happy members of the club.
er.. boss! what you doing? see how much yan likes jinho..
look at jin ho...
aiya. lousy camera i used to take the photos. arghs.
jin ho! send me the ones i took on your phone!!!
*updated: and he did send the photos!
so damn much clearer photo of us 5 =)
jia you jia you jia jia you ok? *hugs us
*
24/08/08
sweeeeet surprise from yan!
lovely box.
and when i opened it up...
it's a "SLR" necklace! i love it!!! x1000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000
yan is really super sweet and she touches my heart. she knew that i would love to have the necklace and she got it for me!!!
thank you so very muchy yan!!! *hugs!!! *muacks! =)
*
21/08/08.
bdd cried and wants to follow me when i went out of the house! orhhh..
*
of yan and i. Lunching.
19/08/08
The Atrium @ Orchard
what she had:
Beef Mozza-Tofu & Tiramisu.
what i had:
Seafood Aglio Olio & Cocoa Mosaic
what we shared:
Potato Wedges with Melted Cheese Dip.
and then.. we were off to some hair business at lush hair creations! hees.
hugs yan! we shall eat more and more and more!!!
AHHH!!! the sky is fallin' !!! somebody save us!
*
P-R-O-J-E-C-T-S maaadnesss!
give me more projects, NOT!
18/08/08
my mysterious-burgerly boss, zcm.
project mates... and er. where's jin ho?
let's jia you jia you jia you! =)
*
thankies to all who have helped me with the survey =)
*
16/08/08
i was at kumon. i was at great world city. i was a magician's assistant for a while. i was at T3. oh boy, i could be busier than i thought..
bd, it's really good to have you back =)
*
14/08/08
poor bdd. had to see a doctor. he's down with flu.. poor thing. my heart aches..
be strong bdd! *muacks
*
that fateful night - 22/08/08
i have to separate this from the rest above because it will totally kill the mood which the above is trying to convey. . .
this is for you. (maybe for your gf as well)
die.rot.hell.and.in.
you.fu*ker.bitch.of.son.a.mother.ass.jack.whore.pathetic.
k.n.n.b.c.c.b.
and i think your brains are stuck in your gf's pu**y. since you like that word so much. that's dedicated just for you. and i think you really have perfecto eye sight. trust you to see so damn fu*king well in the dark.
for you, i want to learn Muay-thai even more. for you, i want to learn kick boxing. for you, i want to be ms. hilter. for you, i want to learn how to torture someone slowly and gently. for you, i want to take away your breath, literally. for you, i want to see you close your eyes slowly and never to open them again. for you, i will shed some crocodile tears. for you, i will smile after you are gone, forever.
EX 83**
what a lovely 4 digit number.
i think i need to offer some fruits and joss sticks to you..
oh. you want some red candles? how about some white ones?
you need a new car? i could burn it for you. what is your favourite color?
you are so welcome.
knnbccb.
argh. i wasted so much brain cells thinking how to let you die slowly.
i wasted much breathe cursing and swearing at you that i think i am going to have a bloody sorethroat.
and...
i think i have let your mother down. ohh,
i am going to get over the incident now. i will try as hard as i can.
i don't wish to see you on the road anytime soon.
maybe i will see you in July next year. till then. say goodbye!.
to hell with road bullies.
warmed@ 9:38 PM
Thursday, August 14, 2008
yan was really sweet to me today!
she bought me hot chocolate. awwwws. it meant something special to me..
that cup of hot choc. gave me energy to survive kumon(i was tired and didn't have dinner)..
thank you yan. though it's just a cup of hot choc., it touches and warm my heart because someone remembered what i said and actually cared for me. it was real sweeeeetness! i always remember what others say and dote on others.. didn't know it felt great to be doted too.. awwwwwwwwwws.... i appreciate what you did very much. *hugs. and i thank you for you =)
of yan and i =)
*
to my angel: even though it differs from what you saw on their webpage, at least now you know what to expect and not to buy from there le lor. *hugs ok? =)
she bought me hot chocolate. awwwws. it meant something special to me..
that cup of hot choc. gave me energy to survive kumon(i was tired and didn't have dinner)..
thank you yan. though it's just a cup of hot choc., it touches and warm my heart because someone remembered what i said and actually cared for me. it was real sweeeeetness! i always remember what others say and dote on others.. didn't know it felt great to be doted too.. awwwwwwwwwws.... i appreciate what you did very much. *hugs. and i thank you for you =)
lovely hot choc.
of yan and i =)
*
to my angel: even though it differs from what you saw on their webpage, at least now you know what to expect and not to buy from there le lor. *hugs ok? =)
always expect the unexpected.
of wine and sharing@ 3:01 PM
Wednesday, August 13, 2008
yesterday afternoon, jinho made me cry during lunch time with just a short sentence of words. i sort of felt it there and then and couldn't control. just had to let tears flow. please la jinho. take things S.L.O.W whatever and whoever it is in future. enjoy life now and smile! *hugs
yesterday night.. vincent bought a bottle of red wine and a bottle of white wine and showed up at my place! we finished up the white wine while my parents drank a little bit of red ones.. i still can't believe that we so 3-8 lor. can chat from 8 something to near 1 am.. drink and talk, drink and talk. it's nice though. and as good friends, we listened and we shared.
nice day!
=)
i really miss my bd. wails!
yesterday night.. vincent bought a bottle of red wine and a bottle of white wine and showed up at my place! we finished up the white wine while my parents drank a little bit of red ones.. i still can't believe that we so 3-8 lor. can chat from 8 something to near 1 am.. drink and talk, drink and talk. it's nice though. and as good friends, we listened and we shared.
nice day!
=)
i really miss my bd. wails!
STOP@ 8:42 PM
Monday, August 11, 2008
i guess i have to stop shopping...
window shopping doesn't kill but impulse-buying is very very dangerous! oh my gosh. i need to save. i need to stop this: "i-got-money-i-can-shop" behavior.
i need to save, i need to save, i need to save!!!
discipline runqing, discipline, runqing.
oh no! why "discipline" does not goes well with my name!
argh.
anyway, i shall stop at Zara.
and yan, please help me too!
window shopping doesn't kill but impulse-buying is very very dangerous! oh my gosh. i need to save. i need to stop this: "i-got-money-i-can-shop" behavior.
i need to save, i need to save, i need to save!!!
discipline runqing, discipline, runqing.
oh no! why "discipline" does not goes well with my name!
argh.
anyway, i shall stop at Zara.
and yan, please help me too!
-the end-
freaking is not the word@ 2:13 PM
Sunday, August 10, 2008
i am so freaking un-happy. replace freaking with a common "F" word i use. i so wanna rant. i so wanna get someone to beat the shit outta him or just dislocate his every single joint. i so wanna see blood shed like a fountain. i so wanna see all his teeth flying in the air like shooting stars. i so wanna so wanna so wanna see him disappear into the thin air just like a magic show.
that's my magic trick of the day. enjoy.
let me hear some applause? thank you.
*
i know i am sick. i really am.
i know i am being exaggerating but i just wanna vent my frustrations.
last but not least. to hell with him.
ah! i love sundays. love it.
that's my magic trick of the day. enjoy.
let me hear some applause? thank you.
*
i know i am sick. i really am.
i know i am being exaggerating but i just wanna vent my frustrations.
last but not least. to hell with him.
ah! i love sundays. love it.
woohoo! wonderful july@ 8:42 PM
Saturday, August 02, 2008
13th.July.2008. Bd's graduation.
I am so damn proud of him...
my "smarto-scholar" graduated!
*
22nd.July.2008.Dinner at Jack's Place.
it was a cosy, fun and relaxing dinner with my mummy, auntie susan and my angel! i really appreciate the present they got for me... it was lovely,lovely,lovely! =)
*
24th.July.2008.Dinner at Barfly.
starter.
the scallop is fu*king big and juicy.
the white tuna was yummylicious!
*drools.
soup.
just which dumbdeedeedumb says that it was tomato soup?
*shakes head.
main course.
i felt sorry for the lamb..
but my stomach felt so damn good.
dessert.
oh man. what can i say?
i love desserts!
when i paid the bill, my heart hurt a lil. but it was all-worth-it.
*
25th.July.2008.Surprised back at home.
thank you for dropping by and surprising me!
one of my best present!
we were wearing the same shirt!
*mmmmmuacks him!
*
hello my cute lil botak prince charming...
Happy EIGHT months old!!!
check out his 2 cute lil teeth.
taken by "Goodmorning jie jie"
hey lil botak! =)
*
26th.July.2008 (night) Party at Cafe del Mar.
it was small. it was fun. it was high. it was full of laughters and smiles.
my face is almost the same in every picture. bear with it. here goes...
happy 21st to myself.
choc fudge MADNESS.
66 of them.
bakerzin's macaroon
next up...the crazy people who came!
SIM mates.
jinho aka running. zhen cong aka ran. yan. me. hr & gf (bi er)
vincent. renhao.
happy 21st to vincent!
lulu. HJM jessie.
lulu. HJM jessie.
my bros.
see. kp is wearing his cap..
wanna see him with no cap?
tada!
one more time!
he treasured his hair ALOT. spent lots of money on it..
now. it's ALL GONE... Orhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh...
AFMM.
mich covered me completely in the second photo..
erm. something happened.
only angel and i know... hees.
she's the youngest.
yet she's our mich ahma.
mel mel.
always keep in contact ya? hugs.
angel just sent me some '07 photos.
lets's review afmm on 12th March. 2007.
haha. look at me and mich ahma!
i heart them,
i will always hold them close.
afmm loves Cafe del Mar. 7thMay.2007.
just the 4 of us on a quiet night there.
back to party..
welcome to Singapore!
me and tomeck.
we shy la! thanks for the smile!
yan!
it's yan and i! how will i survive in SIM w/o her?
hugs yan =)
magic of the day.
thank you jeremy! =)
(yes lulu and bf, i see you two behind...hees)
this is singapore.
let's YUM SENG for my sake!
xoxo to everyone (bd, angeline, de xiang, michelle, melissa, yan ling, jeremy, zhen cong, jin ho, han rong, bi er, xiao chang, vincent, yong jia, ren hao, kok ping, lulu, lulu's bf, tomeck, wei jie, jessie, weili and cute little pixie!) who attended =)
lastly, i was not drank at all. maybe i was really happy and mood plays a part too. so, make me drunk next time!
tomeck said: "closer, closer, closer, CLOSER!"
my sweeeeeeeeeeeet bd.
thank you tomeck for taking the photo.
thank you so much bd for everything!
i really mean my thanks to you bd6 =)
hug me tightly okay?
*
thank-yous to the lovely 25 people who wished me happy birthday.
*
BIG BIG BIG thank yous for all the lovely presents which i had received before and after my birthday. it was all very very very much treasured and appreciated.
lastly, thank you all for being with me and being my friend and being in my life.
loves loves loves =)
I am so damn proud of him...
my "smarto-scholar" graduated!
*
22nd.July.2008.Dinner at Jack's Place.
it was a cosy, fun and relaxing dinner with my mummy, auntie susan and my angel! i really appreciate the present they got for me... it was lovely,lovely,lovely! =)
*
24th.July.2008.Dinner at Barfly.
starter.
the scallop is fu*king big and juicy.
the white tuna was yummylicious!
*drools.
soup.
just which dumbdeedeedumb says that it was tomato soup?
*shakes head.
main course.
i felt sorry for the lamb..
but my stomach felt so damn good.
dessert.
oh man. what can i say?
i love desserts!
when i paid the bill, my heart hurt a lil. but it was all-worth-it.
*
25th.July.2008.Surprised back at home.
thank you for dropping by and surprising me!
one of my best present!
we were wearing the same shirt!
*mmmmmuacks him!
*
hello my cute lil botak prince charming...
Happy EIGHT months old!!!
check out his 2 cute lil teeth.
taken by "Goodmorning jie jie"
hey lil botak! =)
*
26th.July.2008 (night) Party at Cafe del Mar.
it was small. it was fun. it was high. it was full of laughters and smiles.
my face is almost the same in every picture. bear with it. here goes...
happy 21st to myself.
choc fudge MADNESS.
66 of them.
bakerzin's macaroon
next up...the crazy people who came!
SIM mates.
jinho aka running. zhen cong aka ran. yan. me. hr & gf (bi er)
vincent. renhao.
happy 21st to vincent!
lulu. HJM jessie.
lulu. HJM jessie.
my bros.
see. kp is wearing his cap..
wanna see him with no cap?
tada!
one more time!
he treasured his hair ALOT. spent lots of money on it..
now. it's ALL GONE... Orhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh...
AFMM.
mich covered me completely in the second photo..
erm. something happened.
only angel and i know... hees.
she's the youngest.
yet she's our mich ahma.
mel mel.
always keep in contact ya? hugs.
angel just sent me some '07 photos.
lets's review afmm on 12th March. 2007.
haha. look at me and mich ahma!
i heart them,
i will always hold them close.
afmm loves Cafe del Mar. 7thMay.2007.
just the 4 of us on a quiet night there.
back to party..
welcome to Singapore!
me and tomeck.
we shy la! thanks for the smile!
yan!
it's yan and i! how will i survive in SIM w/o her?
hugs yan =)
magic of the day.
thank you jeremy! =)
(yes lulu and bf, i see you two behind...hees)
this is singapore.
let's YUM SENG for my sake!
xoxo to everyone (bd, angeline, de xiang, michelle, melissa, yan ling, jeremy, zhen cong, jin ho, han rong, bi er, xiao chang, vincent, yong jia, ren hao, kok ping, lulu, lulu's bf, tomeck, wei jie, jessie, weili and cute little pixie!) who attended =)
lastly, i was not drank at all. maybe i was really happy and mood plays a part too. so, make me drunk next time!
tomeck said: "closer, closer, closer, CLOSER!"
my sweeeeeeeeeeeet bd.
thank you tomeck for taking the photo.
thank you so much bd for everything!
i really mean my thanks to you bd6 =)
hug me tightly okay?
*
thank-yous to the lovely 25 people who wished me happy birthday.
- michelle ahma was first!
- bd
- kai jie
- jessie
- yu xuan
- jin ho
- lulu
- andrew
- adeline
- mel mel
- xueyu
- chris
- jun jie
- jimmy
- yan ling
- yong jia
- cui yun
- angeline
- wei jie
- xiao chang
- zhen cong
- ivan
- ibnu
- kanan
- kok ping
*
BIG BIG BIG thank yous for all the lovely presents which i had received before and after my birthday. it was all very very very much treasured and appreciated.
lastly, thank you all for being with me and being my friend and being in my life.
loves loves loves =)
