i am embracing.
this is my life. i take control.
it's my happiness. i shall have it.
no one can and no one shall take all these away from me.
take it and you shall not live.
take it and i shall make you wish that you were never born.
any attempt to destroy me and i will destroy you first.
i will let you go back to where you belong - hell.

i don't want to sound harsh. i don't want to hurt anyone. i am actually scared that all these beautiful beautiful things will just disappear overnight.. so please, don't attempt to hurt me first. i really appreaciate things.

i really love my friends. i listen to them, i talk to them, i hang out with them, i laugh with them, i cry with them, i hug them. i treasure the ones who are real to me and i will keep them close to my heart for i really cherish the friendships and bonds we shared.

i really love my close family members. i want them to be safe and sound. i want to watch my lil prince charming grow up into a healthy little boy and then a teenager and then a man... i want him to know i really love him with my heart and i will take care of him and watch him grow up. i really love my mummy!! she's an amazing woman who always make me worry for her. i love my grandmothers. i love my late grandfathers and my uncle who loved me alot. though i am not mentioning all the family members but i do love and care for them..

i really love mss. i need him in my life and i want him in my life..

don't take all these away. don't destroy me. let me live and breathe with my air. let me just close my eyes gently and when i open them, i can still have all my all with me. let me be stronger and carry on the next phrase of my life..

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i met up with my pri sch friend- xue yu. it was lovely. so many a times i said i miss this so and so and that so and so but i never made it to meeting them. now i moved the first step. next, i really want to meet cui yun. life's unpredictable and i want to cherish and make an extra effort to not let friendship slip away..

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i was really happy on - 06.07.08. it was one of the happiest day of my life. i thank mss for doing the things that he did.. i never want any happy ending. i want a happy starting =)
now, i have something i can hold on to and can live everyday embracing and smiling to myself about .. i am really happy. H.A.P.P.Y.