i am embracing.
this is my life. i take control.
it's my happiness. i shall have it.
no one can and no one shall take all these away from me.
take it and you shall not live.
take it and i shall make you wish that you were never born.
any attempt to destroy me and i will destroy you first.
i will let you go back to where you belong - hell.

i don't want to sound harsh. i don't want to hurt anyone. i am actually scared that all these beautiful beautiful things will just disappear overnight.. so please, don't attempt to hurt me first. i really appreaciate things.

i really love my friends. i listen to them, i talk to them, i hang out with them, i laugh with them, i cry with them, i hug them. i treasure the ones who are real to me and i will keep them close to my heart for i really cherish the friendships and bonds we shared.

i really love my close family members. i want them to be safe and sound. i want to watch my lil prince charming grow up into a healthy little boy and then a teenager and then a man... i want him to know i really love him with my heart and i will take care of him and watch him grow up. i really love my mummy!! she's an amazing woman who always make me worry for her. i love my grandmothers. i love my late grandfathers and my uncle who loved me alot. though i am not mentioning all the family members but i do love and care for them..

i really love mss. i need him in my life and i want him in my life..

don't take all these away. don't destroy me. let me live and breathe with my air. let me just close my eyes gently and when i open them, i can still have all my all with me. let me be stronger and carry on the next phrase of my life..

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i met up with my pri sch friend- xue yu. it was lovely. so many a times i said i miss this so and so and that so and so but i never made it to meeting them. now i moved the first step. next, i really want to meet cui yun. life's unpredictable and i want to cherish and make an extra effort to not let friendship slip away..

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i was really happy on - 06.07.08. it was one of the happiest day of my life. i thank mss for doing the things that he did.. i never want any happy ending. i want a happy starting =)
now, i have something i can hold on to and can live everyday embracing and smiling to myself about .. i am really happy. H.A.P.P.Y.

30.06.08. AFMM re-united!


mel and mich ah ma!


angel and i!



the 4 of us.

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08.07.08. Kboxed with yan, cong, ho.


cong.


ho.


me and yan.


han rong is missing from the picture!!!
next time must FULL attendance okay?

Spot the difference!

it's jin ho's suayness acting up..


yup. let's just put a "X" in our memory. hahaha!

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it's official!
Mel and Qing's friendship day- 10.07.08.

smiles.


our token of friendship and love =)

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it's the BOTAK BABY BOY ATTACK!


huh? what botak baby boy attack?


i am a happy botak baby boy!


who did this to me??


anyway, thank you alice auntie for this feeding chair.

kimono for the lil prince.

gift from mich ah ma.

someone is a lil jap..

booo. i wonder who put this on me?


wait a minute.. i know who!

love him. *muacks!

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it's my day.

25th of July is my 21st. it will have to be my say and my call (regarding any form of celebration). it shall be how i want it to be. please respect me and my decisions.

when that day comes, i will thank my mummy for everything.

1. i have to thank her for the painful labour which she had to go through 21 years ago.
2. i have to thank her for her upbringing, her love, her care and concern.

that special day shall be celebrating my love for her and her love for me because we kept each other strong all these years and we grew up together and she means a whole great deal to me. she's my everything and so that special day, is the day that she will take full credit for turning me into an adult..

i love you mummy. i always have, i always will and i will continue to do so. you are ever so important to me in my life and i really thank you for bringing me into this world =)