rantings for: SIM & MAYBANK> i will be nice.
"^$^%#@%@*&^$TA MA DE%^&^&%$$$ TA MA DE%^%&*#&*+^*"
see. i am nice. compared to past vulgar entries to scream at people. the people at these 2 places are driving me up the wall and driving me NUTSy. argh. i so want to use the "F" word. my fav word.
anyway. forget abt those. i can deal with them. yes i can.
i bought a laptop. An Asus. F9 series.
Tell me it's nice & good. shut the rest.
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i tore up my pri. 6 journal. i nv burn like how i would burn old things. i merely tore and threw them away. i kept an entry from my teacher.
trying to search for it..
i am ANGRY now. i fuckin lost it. i put it near my laptop here. now where in the fuckin world is it now? fuck man. argh. no idea how angry i am when i keep losing things. now i am going to lose myself. i treasure that piece of paper !! fuck la. dont let me find out who threw it. i kept it especially because i want to keep it. i want to type on blog one. kaos. i hate this feeling. it should be here but it isn't. i feel so helpless. i hate this kind of feeling. it's mine and i know where is it. dont tell me it can fuckin grow legs and run away.
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feeling sick to my ass.
