i have a nong nong post which i kept in draft. later then finish and upload. later!

today i went swimming with xuan at her cousin's condo. her cousin's lovely. artistic and clever. in her name, we swam. i merely practised my kicking with a board. it's fun i reckon. i am 9 years old okay? hees. times like this with xuan - at the jacuzzi. is so relaxing. dont have to talk or mention much. just the company/updates/chit-chats/laughs/smiles is what made me real happy we are "sisters". love her lots! let's keep our sisterhood for a life time!

* some rantings i had been keeping.

i msged Junior this: Ni dao di yao bu yao huan qian? between us, there was friendship and trust. you are a nice chap i know. but now, it seems to me u are misusing friends..

it kinda hurt me to have msged him this kind of msg. i say he is a nice chap cos i am not an ungrateful person. i remembered during 3do when we are Lingo's group GL, he was nice and took care of me when my period came and it was really painful. i lent him the money to buy the things he want and i trust that he return me the money as it's rightfully mine! hey, it's $75 bucks not $7.50. having lent such amount, i REGRET. since like October last year, he owed until this year. when i had no choice and had to borrow money from people, i will RETURN. it's responsibility and the kind of favour you have to return as the person trust you. i hate it when i have to chase for money when it's rightfully mine. i want to let it rest and treat it like charity but i cant stand it when he lied times and times again. tell me the truth. we can work out something. dont lie to me. those money i lent, i worked for it so it isn't fair to me if you dont return. you get it? i had the trust in you to return. i took you as a friend. i did.

now, i might turn nasty. argh. why do things have to be like this?
it's a simple equation. i lent you money = you return me back.


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to Love: reveal your true self to me.

to pin: hey my bro. please take care yahs =)

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what goes around, comes all the way back around.