on the night of 19th Jan.
i dreamt and i cried in my dreams and upon waking.
it goes like this:

i dreamt i was with melissa. she was looking good. different from how she used to be. more confident with her old sweetness. we went out together. then we were at this foreign place which looks like Holland because of the lovely windmills and tulips. we saw this group of chinese there. in them, there was michelle! she called out to me like how she did. we hugged and i started to cry. i miss her too. then angeline came to join us.. michelle had to leave suddenly with the group. she left after having the afmm hug. 4 of us together but in my dreams. i walked on, alone. saw shieddah kaka. she still looks as pretty. we hugged and laughed. then i saw xuan. she's lovely. she called me "jie."

i knew it. my true and unforgettable friends. they are always a part of me. in my heart and mind. i was sad. very sad for a while that i did not contact them. i thought the dream was trying to tell me that i am very much going to lose them.

but!

angel happened to be in sch yesterday and we got together.
mel msn me yesterday while i was in sch chiong-ing ecad assignment.
xuan tagged and msn me too.
shieddah msg me today and asked how am i.

now. where's my michelle?

i love all of u. i never did forget you girls.


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creditions-time:

i wan to thank some really great and nice guys from the bottom of my heart.

wei lun
wei zhen
xiao chang bro (ku ku bird)

if not for you guys. the ecad assignment shall be buried with me in my grave. ok. that's too serious but still. thank you. it's a blessing to always get the help you need when you really needed them. thank you. and once again. thank you very much =)

you guys might not see it. but i am not an ungrateful person. i will very much help if you need my help. thank you again.

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i never blame you for loving. because i am also loving.