yesterday went CHINATOWN. like again.. to get the stuff to make xuan's present. it's the very first time i am going to be so D-I-Y. hee. i hope she will love it. *hugs.

**

i let people down. i let myself down.
i broke down and got so losted.

distorted is the word.

but. now. i feel i am getting back.
finally, i felt that i will be fine.
better than ever i hope.
life's not smooth sailing.
people have to learn and grow.
it's part and parcel of it.

i am glad that now. i will be better.
i will be. i am convincing myself.
i have lost all the memories not needed.
i forgotten that i cried badly.
i have forgotten it all.

**

if cruise trip is really expensive. K.L also not bad la!
hees =)

bloody hell. common test next week.