morning-before i left for sch.

mum: have you seen grandma?
me: wake up never see her le.
mum: (9.50am on the clock) 10 am lesson?
me: ya *head for the door.

i only took one glance of her.
i felt lost. i dont want to care anymore.
it's so not within my control.
the look on her face. the hurt in my heart.

i am treating the home like a hotel.

my grandma(mum's mum) told me she hate to watch this live "opera".

i wan to move out. get the hell away from them.
room for rent, anyone?

some changes just suck.

**

1:26pm

"Baby please don angry to mummy. Because inside the problem also have some is my mistick. Hope u understand.I love u."

pardon my mum's english. she meant mistake.

mummy, i can't blame you can i?
but could you please pardon my behavior?
this is hard for me to understand. so hard.
but i still do love you...
i hope you are really fine with your decision.
nothing i can do. i respect but i don't forget.