saturday slept till 11am.
but still achieve 2 things.
i packed my amazingly messy wardobe
and
sort out my modules stuff (notes,worksheets...)
my winsome brown FreshKon contacts. i loved it.
my fav. ranked no.1 prawn noodles. at chinatown. yums. the prawns are freshy fresh and the soup is tasty yums. drooling*
then.
checked out cruise trip at travel agencies.
bought beads to "repair" the ear-rings which yong jia gave me.
and got myself a greeny butterfly necklace.
i love to buy things for myself.
i wish i have more fortune.. bleah.
then.
went TCC for desserts. dark devotion is awesome.
chocolate helps in balancing your emotions.
**
maybe it's time everyone forgives and forgets. maybe
people sometime say they are really busy. maybe
it's all excuses. things are all within your own control.
if you want things to happen, it will.
if you dont want to lose somebody then you won't.
my mind is still in a major-mega mess.
i wish and i can go for some therapy or some shutawayfromeverythingelse session. i am like so small, so helpless, so useless, so unseen and so forgotten. i feel that. and it's not a good feeling. i wish i can have my mind, my brain and my memory to undergo reformat or clearing up. i wish a car would knock me down and i wont die yet. i will just lose all my memory of what i dont want to keep but still remember and keep what i want to have.
that is like so impossible but what's impossible when man can go to the moon?
i need a new life.
i need to wake up my ideas.
i need to be really realistic and real.
**
i "composed" a song in my head that day call "Oh hey." it's in chinese.
