its just so tired. every single day.
home.school.work.life.myself.others.

i want a getaway. i need it, desperately-ly.

so much need to be done and i can't do it.
why?
i am very drained emotionally and mentally.
it can seriously kills.

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random stuff:

the there. the here. the close. the far.
the red. the blue. the orange. the green.
the stairs. the playground. the park. the bus.
the foods. the you. the me. the cold. the warm.
the times. the feelings. the emotions. the tears.
the family. the problem. the unforgivens. the fake.
the stress. the fucked up. the worsts. the bads. the losts.
the lies. the liars. the cheats. the brokens. the fragile. the needs.
the crazy. the mad. the happy. the sad. the anger. the angry. the wild.

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i want what i want. but. what do i want?
what can i want?
tell me. give me. show me. want me.