had this sudden urge. to change my blog skin. changing is a good thing sometime. and now. it's changed~! hee.

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i dont wan to cry anymore. seriously. it pains myself emotionally and physically. my soul cries and my heart bleeds. i am sorry to myself so much that i hate me.

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mummy, i love you. i know you will not get to see this but i love you. you have me and i have you. big hugs. things happen for a reason. it's really time that decisions are final and no second thoughts. it's time. stay strong mummy. let's not cry. over him.

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this morning while waiting for 184. i saw a girl's right toe got super black blue black lor. worse than mine. i thought mine was like super bad already but hers was like er... BLACK black BLACK? ok. you got it.

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i dreamt of jay chou lor! on like saturday night? hee. yesterday went long house to eat the prawn noodles. the noodles itself not so fantastic. the prawnies in the soup is like er... "SHIOK AH!" the prawn are fresh. so fresh that the meat just come out of the shell - just-like-that. but i think the best i had so far with regards to the soup/dry prawn noodles is at the Chinatown's 2 storeys hawker centre. it was fantastic but a bit more expensive but still worth it. the minced pork noodles there at Long House seems more famous and delicious. shall try the next time! wee! yum yums.

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the post trip presentation was fine. was glad the people got lesser. hehe. i was the last presenter and it's a good/bad thing i was last. dinner with the usual shanghai-ers gang. ate chicken cutlet and satay. i don watch horror PI and Ghost PI!!! haha. let's hang out more! and TAIWAN trip next year ya?