do you think i am telling all the truth here?
how many a times do you think i might be lying in this space?

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things are so weird that i can hardly handle.
this is the virtual world. you see my pictures.
you know some stuff about me.
but.
do you really know me and understand my thoughts?
i was lost. felt torn up. i need time. i need space.
i need myself. i got so fed up. i got so angry.
i cant control my tears. i cant control my fears.

understand? no you don't because you are not me.

me.myself and runqing.

this post is not to anyone. no. it's just some pouring.