i just want to vomit some stuff here. well, this is a piece of virtual world which is mine and i can say anything i WANT! been having BAD, TERRIBLE, BAD, TERRIBLE, WTF-kind-of-headaches/migraine for the past week plus. it SUCKS. it did. it sucked me dry... okies. enough about those..

i still got photoS to upload but my house la. you know la. internet connection la. very slow la. it's dial up. damn. nevermind ya can use in school. tmr school re-open! WA so happy. right. like real,. it's gonna be busy+busy+busy. i bought the "Ultimate R&B" cd and it's really ultimate-est. haha. it's good. i love it.

it has been a month or so since the Shanghai trip. i still miss that place. it's nice but things will not be the same if you travel there again the second time doing the same stuff. then again, i am looking forward to a proposing Taiwan graduation trip. anyone interested? hee.

i want to meet up with mich ah ma again. i want my mel. i want my xuan mei. i want my kaka. i want run qing. i want her badly.

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i need time to get stable and calm down with my thoughts. i don't want to hide how i feel alrights. i am what i am. i do what i feel i should do and i go with my heart and gut feelings... it's time i just breathe in and smile. i am gonna make myself stronger and tougher. i wanna be the 'fighter' of Christina Aguilera's song.

your own future and happiness is very much in your own hands. right.
if things are meant to be, no one can stop it. believe.

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take care all. this world is unpredictable and it's still turning. like now.
& haze haze go away and never ever ever come back!