this is going to be a nong nong post...

first up. i got a FLU!
stupid flu bug. argh;

to: Qing Ai De =)
get well soon okies. i think sky dinning sure is lomantic. hee. first bouquet of flowers eh? hee/ protect your lilies well ba! i lup u!

secondly the li. i got a bad dream!

i dreamt that my fyp mate-IVAN drove me up the wall and i nearly commit suicide. wtf/ heng ah it's only a dream. in the dream, he complains to THG that i am taking up too many part time jobs at ADECCO. my buddha! what is that about? -_-"
the funny thing is i tried to commit suicide at some level one HDB flat. once out of the flat, my foot can touch the ground already. hahahahahaha. lame.
whatever. anyway later, i escaped to my primary school-south view pri and met one cleanner auntie who doted on me. so sweet. i hugged her. then i ran to some sky high library and saw my girl friend-ericia and sweetie si rui. hee/ then i never commit suicide. just enjoyed the view high above all...

thirdly. i was awaken by jessie HJM's sms.

"HJM, he go brunei le... hai" something like that. at that moment, i had to just pull myself up despite the flu medicine's drowsy effect. i could feel her saddness and helplessness. i wish i could help her, make her feel better. but i know i can't. i can only lend her my ears. let her pour things out. i know this is going to be tough. yes it will be difficult. treat it as a test to the both of you. learn to live by the things life brings you. life brings you happiness, it will cause you sadness too. but think and await the results you get after the heavy downpour. you will get a nice and beautiful rainbow. think positively and live life to the fullest. come what may, you still have your family, your friends, your special one and yourself. stay strong.

i know what i say might sounds easy just in plain words. pulling yourself together will need much more determination and courage. jia you girl. i will be here for you...

lastly. i want to tell myself to jia you and buck up for my fyp. for all ihp-iens, jia you! we can do it.
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today. just just now. went clementi kbox for klunch from 11am to 2pm. it was craZy. hectic. insane. enough said. FAN AH! hee. to: catherine, DON put up the videos on YOU-TUBE, i am warning you!!!

tomorrow! i am finally seeing my sista! yu xuan!!! i missed her so the very much. fcuk time! hee french connection united kingdom alrights.

and oh ya, my cute cute grandmother is moving to my house to stay! hee. i missed her. the way she used to taught me things, act cute in front of me and doting on me. it's coming back to me! yeah. to: grandma, it's alright if they don't want you. i want you in my life. i will take care of you ok. i love you. don worry about a thing. for all the weekends of June, i will be working, earning extra cash and let you spend. *hugs

++getting back to reality. tata virtual world.
/shall blog abt jon and my story later~ hee.

ciaoz.peace out. =)
i love mama and ah ma!